Fear of the unknown, fear of uncomfortable truths,
fear of learning things we'd rather not know,
minds closed to ideas with which we disagree --
these are the things we must fear the most
REVIEW OF THE NEW RELEASE OF
WINTER SOLDIER DVD
Following the showing of Winter Soldier in Hernando in December,
a number of people who didn't attend the showing and who haven't seen the only recently re-released amateur film, sent letters
to the editor of the Citrus County Chronicle asserting this spontaneous, recorded testimony of some 125 American Veterans was
based on lies, that some of the participants were never even in Vietnam, and that their experiences there were fabrications.
These people are to be pitied for their willingness to make
judgments without knowledge of the facts,
for making assumptions without personal witness,
and for deriding what they don't like to hear.
The profound wounds of the Vietnam experience remain
scarred in our collective souls.
Some of us are still caught in utter denial
Some of us have never been understood
Some of us have never stopped bleeding
Some of us have never stopped hurting
Some of us remember nothing
Some of us remember everything
Some of us brag about what never happened
Some of us never talk about what did happen
Some of us fought bravely, heroically
Some of us did things beyond comprehension
Some of us want to forget
Some of us want to remember
Some of us were accused of treason
Some of us were accused of committing atrocities
Some of us worked tirelessly to end the war
Some of us knew our soldiers were not getting the support,
the arms, the authority they needed from our government
Some of us believed we were saving the world from Communism
Some of us believed we were bringing freedom to the people
of Vietnam
Some of us were young and afraid and confused
Some of us were drafted into the military
Some of us volunteered for service
Some of us left our country as acts of conscience
Some of us resisted
Some of us used family influence and money to avoid service
Some of us sought deferments
Some of us lied to avoid service
Some of us burned our draft cards
Some of us threw away our medals
Some of us returned home unable to adjust to civilian life
Some of us returned home and sought public office
Some of us returned home and couldn't find or sustain a job
Some of us returned home to loving families and communities
Some of us returned home to derision and criticism
Some of us didn't return
Some of us returned in black zippered bags
Some of us returned home and became teachers, doctors, plumbers,
farmers, artists, writers, nurses, administrators, mechanics, florists, undertakers, architects, geologists, environmentalists,
activists, attorneys, social workers, jewelers, police officers
Some of us were accused of spitting on our returning soldiers
Some of us returned and joined the anti-war effort
Some of us returned and suffered in hospitals far from our
homes
Some of us were ashamed of our government
Some of us were proud of our country
Some of us were proud of our troops
Some of us were disgraced by our leaders
Some of us think being in Vietnam was the best time of our lives
Some of us drink or drug to quiet our pain
Some of us took our own lives to quet our pain
Some of us are beyond feeling any pain
Some of us were waving our flag
Some of us were burning our flag
Some of us were in boxes draped with our flag
All of us suffered
All of us lost
All of us had regrets
All of us were glad when it was over
Some of us learned
Some of us never will